Have you ever dreamt of doing something then went of to persue your dream and then someone knocked you back and told you that they think it ‘might be too hard for you’ or ‘it might cause you stress and you might become very sick’? Of course, this happened to me in the past, it was time for me to move on from it so I could focus on the person I am today.
It was kind of a blessing if you think about it! If I wasn’t told to ‘not do that course because it may make you very stressed and make you sick’, I would not have had ‘anger issues’ that would have led me to get a diagnoses of Aspergers Syndrome.
Even though you may not see it at the time, it will all work out at the end. I didn’t give up on my ‘dream job’, I just chose not to make a career out of it. Maybe that person many years ago was just looking out for me at the end of the day. I did feel angry, but accepting the past for what it is now is a dream.
I all ways wanted to be the once, happy bubbly young girl I once was, and now that I am that person again, thats all that matters.
I suppose the moral of this is to go with the flow. You can’t just rock the boat, you’ve to take it all the way even with the bumps in the road! There were plenty of bumps and pot holes for me to become the person I am today, and I am proud of myself for getting myself through that time of my life.